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(no subject) [Oct. 26th, 2009|12:20 am]
changing to wordpress. =)
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Everything To Me [Oct. 15th, 2009|03:05 pm]
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Everything To Me - Avalon

I grew up in sunday school
I memorized the Golden rule
And how Jesus came to set the sinner free
I know the story inside out
I can tell you all about
The path that led Him up to Calvary
But ask me why He loves me
And I don't know what to say
But i'll never be the same
Because he changed my life when He became...

Everything to me
He's more than a story
more than words on a page of history
He's the air that I breath
The water I thirst for
And the ground beneath my feet
He's everything, everything to me

We're living in uncertain times
And more and more I find that i'm aware
Of just how fragile life can be
I want to tell the world I found
A love that turned my life around
They need to know that they can taste and see
Now everyday I'm praying
Just to give my heart away
I want live for Jesus
So that someone else might see that he is...

Everything to me
He's more than a story
more than words on a page of history
He's the air that I breath
The water I thirst for
And the ground beneath my feet
He's everything
And looking back over my life at the end
I'll go to meet you saying you've been...

You're everything to me
You're more than a story
More than words on a page of history
You're everything to me
You're more than a story
More than words on a page of history
You're the air that I breath
The water I thirst for
And the ground beneath my feet
You're everything to me
Lord, you're everything to me


wow i love this new song a whole lot.
as i was reading the Bible, i listened to this song. and somehow God reminded me of how much He loves me, through the verses, through the promises which said He would provide for us, He would make our paths smooth, He would guide us.
usually when i read it, it would be a reminder and won't really feel much, but this time it impacted me in a way i couldn't explain.
the song ended "you're everything to me", and at that point of time, i totally agreed with it.
God's my everything. i used to think i've got God, and i also have friends, family..... and all that.
but now i agree that God is all i need. not saying i'll forsake friends and family, i still love them. just that if anything happens, God will be there, God can and will help.
He has always been there, just that i didn't notice. i've forsaken Him many times, i'm sorry.
now i know, God, You're my everything

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(no subject) [Oct. 6th, 2009|03:26 pm]
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Dear Father.
thank you for speaking to me again. i know you've been reminding me again and again what i needed to do, and i've been compromising. i'm sorry. i'll choose to trust you and surrender everything into your hands. i don't know what will happen but i know you know best. no more doubts, no more distractions, i'm gonna focus. getting back on the right track, i know what i need to do now.
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(no subject) [Oct. 5th, 2009|10:28 pm]
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TOTAL REDRAW was indeed eventful! the whole hopekids childrens' day event was great and fun and memorable.
besides that, its also the first time the hopekids choir performs on stage. God really pulled us through, not just pulled but lifted us over.
wow the experience is indescribable. its their first time singing on stage. its also my first time conducting. its really... wow no words can describe.
to think one week ago everything was going wrong. we were so disorganised. during rehearsal i had no clue what i was doing, and nothing was taken seriously. but on the day itself, everything went smoothly, everything went wonderfully. its really great.
all 7 of them sang angelically, full of grace, full of sincerity, it was totally awesome! and they enjoyed it.
they realy sang with all their heart.
i specially love the part where they sang the bridge for Amazed and did the echo. i literally melted right at that moment.
it was so nice.

praise God praise God we did an awesome job!!
thank God for yuhan, beverly, ethan, hanna, kate, sarah and amanda for all their efforts.
had quite a few positive comments from various people. God deserves all the credits!
yay thank you God!
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keep moving forward [Oct. 1st, 2009|11:41 am]
[Current Mood | chipper]

as i was doing my morning quiet time yesterday, i came across this verse in Isaiah 43:

18 "Forget the former things;
       do not dwell on the past.


i think this is the first of its kind. God spoke to me through this short verse.
it reminded me not to dwell in my past. i think as human beings its our nature to always think back, it may not be just sad and negative pasts, but we tend to look back at the happy, positive moments as well. humans are thinkers, we think alot, that includes me.
sometimes during the day when i have nothing to do, when i'm taking public transport to one place or another, or even when i'm lying on my bed getting ready to sleep, i tend to look back. i think alot about what people said, major events of my life, what i said to people, and also looked back in the good o' days. and i think about them almost every day and night.
not saying that its bad to look back in the past, but i think its not good to dwell in the past.
that's something that i believe i've been doing.
dwelling in the past is not good. if we dwell in the negative past, like past mistakes and problems, we tend to get discouraged. and if we dwell in the positive past, like our successes, our victories, we may tend to get prideful.
it's good to look back, not just over and over again because it will hinder how our present and future will be.
"forget the former things", forget the past mistakes, past successes [doesn't mean you succeed that time means you will the same], past sins, and keep moving forward.

25 "I, even I, am he who blots out
       your transgressions, for my own sake,
       and remembers your sins no more.


even God doesn't remember our sins, so why should we?
whenever we sin, repent, change and move on, don't dwell in our sins and be condemned.
God can condemn us, but He chose not to, so why should we sentence ourselves to a more severe punishment by condemning ourselves.
forgive and keep moving forward. :D

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The Connection [Sep. 17th, 2009|01:11 pm]
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just finish doing my daily morning worship and qt.
i was meditating on 2 songs, one is How Can I Keep From Singing and the other is The Power of Your Name.
the first song really reminded me of the times where God was always there. without fail, He was always by side.
i remember the time where i started singing Give Thanks on the way home after i screwed up my engfund end sem paper.
i recall times where i just started singing to God in my room, crying out to Him where my world was crumbling down. i remember how He never fails to be there, to comfort me whenever i cried out to Him, to assure me when i was worried, to motivate me when i was discouraged. He's always there.

The Power of Your Name

Surely children weren't made for the streets
And fathers were not made to leave
Surely this isn't how it should be
Let Your Kingdom come

Surely nations were not made for war
Or the broken meant to be ignored
Surely this just can't be what You saw
Let Your Kingdom come
Here in my heart

I will live
To carry Your compassion
To love a world that's broken
To be Your hands and feet
I will give
With the life that I've been given
And go beyond religion
[ Lincoln Brewster Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
To see the world be changed
By the power of Your name

Surely life wasn't made to regret
And the lost were not made to forget
Surely faith without action is dead
Let Your Kingdom come
Lord break this heart

Your name
Is a shelter for the hurting
Jesus Your name
Is a refuge for the weak
Only Your name
Can redeem the undeserving
Jesus Your name
Holds everything I need

wow this song really convicted me once again. the world needs God, and i want to be the connection - to pull God and man together, to reunite Father and Child. i want to be the one. use me.
looking back the past few months, i've wasted them away. i was distracted. i lost focus, i lost motivation. now i'm back, thank God. i'm back, and i'm not going back the same route i went. no more distractions, i know where i need to head. no more distractions. no regrets

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PolyDINS Leadership Camp [Sep. 14th, 2009|10:35 am]
[Current Mood | energetic]

wow this camp is so unexpected.
before camp i wasn't really looking forward to it, not saying that i don't want to go, just that it doesn't feel like its camp. but wow i was taken aback. it was so fun, so fruitful, unlike any other camp i've been to.
this camp allowed me to learn alot definitely, to interact with people and even leaders from different campuses to share about our lives, to have hands on activities instead of just teachings, to dream dreams, to get back with God, and to bond with my group.

i really love the activities. this camp has 7 activities and only 2 teachings in total. i love the Walk of Faith. it was a 3 hour night walk. the instruction was to only take instructions from the chief commander, we weren't suppose to listen to anyone else, even our group leaders. we were allowed to buy food, buy whatever, go anywhere, but only with the chief commander's permission. at first i thought this walk would have obstacles or what, but there wasn't, we just walk around the neighbourhood for 3 hours talking to one another. until my group leader, nel, shouted "who wanna buy ice cream?", my entire group went like "me me me" excited and tagged behind her, away from the group, towards
esso station, into cheers to buy ice cream. after eating our delicious ice cream, some of us realise it was a trap. i mean, we weren't suppose to listen to our leaders, only the commander's. oh no. when we reach our destination, all of us just sat on the floor to wait. then nel came along and asked "who say you all can sit down?" we sat down because other people sat down, the commander didn't say we could.

i learn alot from this activity, that we should only obey God's instructions. if our leaders do something that isn't right, we shouldn't blindly follow, which some of us did when nel asked us to buy ice cream. also its easy to fall into temptations around us even without knowing, we fell into nel's trap without even knowing it was a trap. and to persevere throughout the walk. its tiring. 3 hours just walking without knowing where we're heading, its tough, but we've got to persevere.


another activity i love is Dream for the Stars. we went to henderson waveform to dream. it wasn't at night though. it was a peaceful time where we all dream big for our personal goals and campus goals. the experience is really indescribable.
i know my dream - to lead a huge, grand choir to perform all over the world, that people will come to listen to us. our songs and singing will touch them, and after the performance, there will be altar call for people to come to accept Christ into their lives. i can see it. its magnificent!
and also to be an evangelist for God. i can't stand people leading meaningless lives, they need God, and i want to be the one that brings them to Him.
but for now, i want to lead people. by end 2009 i want to be a CL for God, leading 10 people. yeah i wanna make it happen!

there are many other activities, but i can't share all 7 here, come to me and i'll tell you. but this 2 are my highlight activities.
this entire camp i got to talk to different ULs personally. it was really cool. i talked to nel, jen, ace, ritchie and pastor jasmine. i got to ask them about their lives, their past struggles, their turning points, and also questions in leading people better and how to have a more fruitful walk with God. its really very fruitful because i learn alot from these leaders. it was something i never got to do. i also interacted with people from different campuses, like people from ns, di, nyp, rp, sp, np. wow i love this camp alot.

this camp is really indescribable. the only sad thing was it ended too early. i wanted more, it wasn't enough. i love it. i love getting back with God, being reunited again with my Father in heaven. my problems and struggles were somewhat settled. now i'm back to the real world, its time to put everything i've learnt into action. i'm ready, bring it on!
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